dreams

Once you begin to realize the power of dreams, you’ll get to the point where your hungry for more.

yesterday maria and i went to borders to look for a book for her to read. i stumbled upon a book of dreams. a huge 700 paged book of dreams. i bought it and been looking it over for things i have ever dreamed about. as i was running over the pages i glanced over a section for a mystic knot, and although i knew nothing of whateverthefuck a mystic knot is, i knew that the familiarity of those words have been a reoccurring dream of mine.

before i moved out of my parents house i would always have this dream of a knot. a never ending knot that would get bigger, then smaller, but never stopped, it just kept going. what a weird dream huh? yeah i know, i had a hard time trying to explain to myself what the fuck it was when i woke up puzzled. i knew it was something but i could never find the right words until now.

so while reading my book it said this mystic knot can be one of 3 things:

(not exactly what i dream about, but you get the idea)

1. traditionally, the mystic knot had no beginning and no end. its basic meaning suggests an unsolvable problem. we probably need to leave such a problem until it is solved by time.
2. the mystic knot usually appears as we are attempting to understand ourselves and our relationship with the spiritual
   
3. the mystic knot suggests infinity

yeah i know it may sound weird but it makes a lot of sense. so i've had this reoccurring dream of a mystic knot for years and ever since i was a little girl. now, the "problem" that i had dealt a lot, but not entirely, with why i moved out in the first place. and then later, seeing how my problem took on its first stepping stone to progress, i moved back home 7 months later. since i moved out and returned i have yet to have another mystic knot dream. hmm, i guess the saying "time heals all wounds" was right all along. =) i am happy to back in the comfort of my own casa with my familia where my problem is all in the works to being solved.