Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Friday, October 12, 2007
3 tests next. time to get off the hype and onto the grind. the weather makes me wanna lie in bed all night watching greys anatomy. & i dont wanna work. i am 3pm call in and i got a bad feeling i am going to have to work. therefore, i will be at work in a pissed off/wanna go home mood. i suck!
Wed, Dec 5, 2007 07:30 PM
guess who's going?!!?!!?!
Posted by Lisa at 1:52 PM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
"the people that suffer the most are the people that dont know what they want"
"the one thing that you want the most, is the one thing you cant have"
"pain. you just have to fight through it, because the truth is you cant out run it. and life always makes more"
Posted by Lisa at 9:58 AM
Sunday, October 7, 2007
i saw the blue angels this weekend in SF. i even met a few navy men. =) thats always nice!
i have been just trying to get my mind off stuff lately. but it seems like the farther away i get from it, the more i think about it. you know whats funny too? how cleaning helps me when i am stressed. i take my aggression out on my damn living room or bedroom or something! seems so silly to me, but beneficial i guess!?
body worlds, a walk with dinosaurs, dane cook, alcatraz, & teatro zinzanni.
so much i wanna do. so much i wanna see. & so much damn money it all takes!
i LOOOVE my buddy. andres, somehow you always come to my rescue. gracias
Posted by Lisa at 8:51 PM
Friday, October 5, 2007
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
yesterday maria and i went to borders to look for a book for her to read. i stumbled upon a book of dreams. a huge 700 paged book of dreams. i bought it and been looking it over for things i have ever dreamed about. as i was running over the pages i glanced over a section for a mystic knot, and although i knew nothing of whateverthefuck a mystic knot is, i knew that the familiarity of those words have been a reoccurring dream of mine.
before i moved out of my parents house i would always have this dream of a knot. a never ending knot that would get bigger, then smaller, but never stopped, it just kept going. what a weird dream huh? yeah i know, i had a hard time trying to explain to myself what the fuck it was when i woke up puzzled. i knew it was something but i could never find the right words until now.
so while reading my book it said this mystic knot can be one of 3 things:
(not exactly what i dream about, but you get the idea)
- traditionally, the mystic knot had no beginning and no end. its basic meaning suggests an unsolvable problem. we probably need to leave such a problem until it is solved by time.
- the mystic knot usually appears as we are attempting to understand ourselves and our relationship with the spiritual
- the mystic knot suggests infinity
Posted by Lisa at 9:33 PM